sunrise.

=) sis: i love you!!ure srsly one of the bestest things to happen to me man. feel absolutely comfortable ard u and TOTALLY compelled to tell u every itsybitsyteenyweeny boring detail of my life. thankew so damn bloody much for being the best listener ever=D

had sucha lovely evening out with gla today.no matter where we go, (worn-out orchard in this case -sticks out tongue-),i ALWAYS manage to have soooo much fun with her!company really matters most man. -smiles-

ooh simply red makes damn gd music=) ahhhhh.

she contemplated. absent-mindedly fingered the dusty windowpane. suddenly, a deathly pale fell upon her face and twisted her features. she blinked hard. once. then twice.

the time had finally come.

PS. some asshole hacked into my acct ahhhhhh=( i keep getting odd msges frm ppl i dunno urghs! so if u guys see weird comments made under my name,likely not to be me ok. hah

blessed.

-yawns and smiles sleepily- mmm had sucha lovely day today!met up with tian,hui and kailing. i never realized i missed their company so much until we got together!=D
omg everyone shd go catch a night at the museum(i think this is the title?); it's UBERRRR FUNNY=D hilarious!i enjoyed every bit of it! quite surprising cos' ben stiller's ranked high in my loser category haha.

ahh and i had this realllyy yummy dish frm the foodcourt for lunch.kopitiam i think. this bbq chicken leg with sauce and saffron rice and egg omggahhh SO NICE=D ok i shd totally get out of the sty alr=/ oh blast it the rain's impeding me frm my jogging resolution( or am i trying to justify my SEVERE inactivity.hah)

oh anyways!i'd a beautiful christmas=D joanie,nat&gen, sally ee& uncle michael,aunty linda&the girls, gege&bryan: thankew for all the presents!!! im so grateful and super appreciative really=) omg and thankew joanie for the bk and that much-yearned-for dvd:) thoughtful.and i love gennat's gold bangles!omg i could go on and on lor. hee

yay meeting gege tmr for BORAT omgggosh i cant wait!i nearly killed myself trying to suppress my laughter while watching snippets of ali g and borat on the plane! HAHA.(actually i think i did burst out into maniacal laughter at some pt=x oops no wonder les looked SO embarrassed and asked me to shut up!HAHA)

okies gonna cut here.on an utterly random note, as cliched as this sounds,pls do rmb: health is wealth:)

i love all my babes and im thankful for family and everything else wonderful in my life. thank you for making things happen, peeps:)

holiday!woohoo photos galore =D

we'd chicken noodle onboard!it was OH-SO-GOOD. SLURPS=D


mommy and i on our laopok bus!it's really damn gaudy and erms... out of this world haha;D u'll see how so later!


SEE! omg right?eeks looks like some karaoke lounge on wheels=/
the menu at this restaurant we lunched in!damn lovely right:D



yumyum dough balls sort?haha but the heat frm the soup's damn gratifying cos' it was freeeee-zang.


lick that tomato!so tiny


wonderful dinner!oooos damn yummy=D and mommy's chilli rocks


the aftermath. -grins-


awww poor tabbee;D HAHA


this damn phenomenal earthquake did this to the stadium!think this was taken at some museum set up to commemorate the earthquake


peacock farm!they were all so arrogant haha!


omg that cream puff mommy's eating? HEAVENLY=D


we finished 'em all!i love strawberries YUM


at the avenue of stars!the christmas light-up opposite was so beautiful.. too bad cant be seen here


my sanctuary of sleep AND TEEVEE=D


can u believe he bought TEN models of planes?omg


OOO look at that!so gooooood (i meant the cakes;D)


haha couldnt resist putting this up!papa looks..... blissful.


haha!tabbee in a santa hat; so cute right


MY LOOT=D bags and moreeee bags baybehh

yup that's the end!i loveeeee hongkong!! the food rocks SO MUCH.omg if i were to stay there permanently, i can bet my bottom dollar i'll morph into an OINK.haha right gonna cut here; boy all that photo adding's making me damn zoned out haha.

blue.

im back!!!=D=D omggg taiwan and hk were lovelyyy=) and i totally enjoyed myself!'em pics will be uploaded soon i hope! heh heh.but on a sad note, ive gained weight!=( oh BOO that.

gosh it's closing in on 4 in the morning and it's that time of the night=/ but wth!it's christmas eve=D haha. that was rather futile wasn't it.i dun feel the festive spirit in me somehow! think it's cos' i jus got back that's why.ahh thank goodness there's eugene online to talk to!i miss talking to him! hee;D

cant wait to see gege tmr!=D whee!! and sharon!;D

sighs.

she curtsied. the show was over. the curtains drew to a close with a magnificent swish.

and the theatre fell to a subdued hush. then all was silent.

turn my head with talk of summertime.

omgosh i jus replayed my phantom cd for the 28712472147089th time=/ but im lovin' it=D

rawrrr. im in a zzzzz-spaced-out-blue-thoughtful mood. the world is far too complicated.sounds like a damn dumbass bimbotic thing to say but what the hell. sometimes when i stop to think,nothing really makes sense. everything's a vicious cycle and it keeps on spinning and spinning; it just never ends.omg this can be possible material for a gd onstage play; a philosophical play of sorts.hah -sticks out tongue and lets it hang- i shall keep all these odd thoughts under my layers of consciousness and enjoy the ride.
im actually uber intrigued by the world.(omg arent i working my contradictory,eccentric magic here again. typical) but yeah i think it's interesting -the different types of ppl our world can accommodate.winners, losers(i know one. -sniggers-), toughies,softies, pseudos, the lost,the go-getters etcetcccc. i'd love to travel.i want to see everything. heh

ah today we went caroling at the Ju Eng home.it was srsly damn sad to see most of 'em in wheelchairs,looking generally dazed and somewhat detached. gahhh i could've teared halfway thru the songs.i dun think they even understood what we were singing abt. but anyways i hope they are happy. =(.

gosh what a sombre entry.i need to clear my head; i totally feel yet another bout of fever creeping up on me urghs.

cause we are born innocent
believe me Adia,
we are still innocent
it's easy, we all falter

does it matter?

sunshine thru' the window.

"Say you love me every waking moment,
Turn my head with talk of summertime.
Say you need me with you,
Now and always...
Promise me that all you say is true -

That's all I ask of you."

omg!!!ive the phantom cd finallyyy=D THANKEW JINNY=D=D so happy man.and 'all i ask of you''s my absolute fave; everyone shd go listen to it,it's damn beautiful. right anot pam!;D

ahh today was fun!met up with abby for a horrendously scorching tanning session;) but it was wonderful catching up with her;havent met her in AGES even though we live so damn near. (on a sidenote: im listening to rivermaya's you'll be safe here and it srsly is damn gd man.oh-so-melancholic) then anyways!i went for my driving aft that then it was off to tm for dinner with jinny. thnks for dinner!=D had a lovely time.

awdang the hols seem to be flying by damn fast man.poo=( but nvm i shall look forward to that hk trip. i hope it'll be fun!

i wish. and i wish.and i continue to wish somemore.

LOVE!

my angel=)

OMG!i actually posted this myself!!! =D=D im sam the tech whiz!hahah

(ok lah i'd verbal help frm pam.but still!! HEE)

woopeeerdoo=D

omgosh been a long time since i updated!hmmms today was a funfunfun day=D i finally went for my much-missed driving lesson.and it was baddddd=(( i kept knocking down the parking poles and nearly rammed into my instructor!omg it was the first time i saw such genuine fear in his face man! dunno whether to laugh or feel remorse lor.and thnks for laughing ur ass off gege;D but omg im so convinced that i CANT DRIVE.i keep slipping and swerving into different lanes without knowing! it's like i jus automatically incline left/right hah. thenthen!aft that i met gla!! WOOTS=D havent met her in AGES.omgg it was talking nonstop! i love her!!!!!=D=D thnks for the treat love! gosh the live band at esplanade's awesome.and the ambience there is jus lovely. it was beautiful walking by the river,jus talking and basking in the night scenery. lovelylovely=) i miss u alr!!!cant wait to meet u again:D

then yday!met jinny and went to vivo omgg that place is HUGE. gosh and there was this build-a-bear place there;so disturbing!! right not jinny!it's like they grab some lifeless bearskin and stuff poles in to fill it with cotton=/ eeks gross.
and deja vu's nice!!denzel washington's damn charismatic pls=D then met up with gege& bryan aft that!and wad was it we couldnt stop laughing abt in toys r us! (teehee BERTHA;D)

awdang gotta go back hall nxt wk for some meeting.gosh i shudder to think of the state of my room. it's uberrr dusty!but yay i get to see pongie aft like SO LONG=) then it's carolling on fri and off i go to taiwan/hongkong!(cue tune:'im leaving on a jetplane'. haha ok so lame)

gosh im such an indecisive nut.i hate it. bleh.

andand rmb that thing that i said im damn annoyed abt?it's still bugging me dammit. i dun care anymore,though.if u wanna remain childish then so be it.

PS thnks pam for being sucha dear!=D

save tonight.

omgggg im BEAT.-slumps into chair and... DIES- heh. choir camp is sooo draining!!gosh it's literally CHOIR CAMP- an entire day of NONSTOP singing save for the pathetic one hr breaks inbetween! and ive come to really empathize with alto singers!omg the tune is the hardest to catch. it's practically tuneless man.jus give ur most out-of-tune rendition and that immediately registers as alto. thank goodness for sharon& amy!for all the hysterical laughing and dumbass jokes. but still!it's tiring. but omg i LOVE christmas songs so much=D gonna be carolling 24th and 25th!quite exciting isnt it ;D

and yay sharon's been coming to bunk here in my room these few days!SO FUN!=D youtube is power baybehhh;) omg so glad for her in hall!

awdang my neck is getting worse!damn awful=( i need someone to DRAG me to the doc pls:''''( heh ok i promise i will go!someday heh

omg!leaving for hk on the 17th alr!! which is...nxt sun!so fasttttt i'd better go meet up with the whole world b4 that since i'll only be back on the 23rd lah. omgosh the hols seem to FLY by man.boo. and i havent decided on wad subjects to take for nxt sem.and ive NO IDEA how to check to see if it clashes with any other classes etcetcetcccccc omg im so loooost in everything! geez better get help soon.right gonna cut here; meeting sharon for csi in a bit! whee

"I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say."

(oh boo there're these 2 spots on my face i keep scratching so now there're 2pimples there!omgosh=/ ok random)

you're just too gd to be true ;D

ahhh the sound of electric guitar sends shivers down my spine- gd ones,that is!=D damn goooood man the sound is damn beautiful.

=) im feeling sooooo much better cos' ive finally straightened that out!whee yknow,dun u, gen?and i cant wait for the stayover!omg milo and crackers! wad else can anyone ask for?ok maybe besides oreo and milk.oink

awdang i havent gotten down to watching 'phantom of the opera'=( sorry joanie,will return it to u asap! must do it sooooon im like anticipating it but havent found the time lah!phew went for yongtaufu with yanneh&joanie yday; it was ooh.. heaven!then uncle jeremy picked us up and we zipped on down to spca and other pet farms.omggg the pups/dogs were soooooooooo cute!!!=D srsly i jus wanna pick one of 'em up and hug them real tight!but i prefer BIG DOGS. omg i want a black labrador, retriever or alsation pls!damn sleek.

and today's lunch was with gege; feel so much better aft talking to u bout things,hun=D and i wanna pierce!heh no yujin im no punk OK. ah and i had my first driving lesson in THREE MONTHS.haha but nothing beats urs eh,gege? but wth!i lost my ability to drive normally! (as if i ever did,anw) i was swerving wildly here and there so bad i think i freaked my instructor out=/ he kept droning on and on 'dun keep stepping on accelerator, do the brakes instead, LINGZHI' like omg! im not a medicine pls!it's ZHILING. haha

alrightys it's almost time to head back to hall for 3days of sing-along.heh heh

i miss.
all up to you! =D

here comes the sun=D

yay another funfunfun day out! headed out to marina sq to meet pongie=D omg the st louis ribs at cartel's soooooo gd!!but damn A LOT. we had to share man!-smacks lips- lunch was awesome save for this annoying "black-faced-bao-qing-tian-to-the-max" waitress.teehee so evil. oooooh i bought a pair of earring frm dorothy perkins for........ *cue drumroll please* six bucks!!!haha ok im nuts. but srsly it's damn worth it and i love 'em too! it's wonderful i love going out with pongie cos' i feel so damn comfortable ard her and that rocks=D

awdang i jus realized wad a techno nitwit i am!i've no idea how to upload pics, i've no idea how to edit stuff and template and wad-else-is-there and i dunno nuts bout techiewechie thingamajigs! i jus offer my password and username to anyone kind enough to help and beg them to help!haha omg that's really quite pathetic isn't it. ok random.

heh i realized i like clumping all my random thoughts together and see them form sentences.i think it's quite amazing. oopsiedaisy random again=/

ugh someone pass me that axe for my neck please=(

one day it'll come through. one day i'll finally realize. one day i'll act upon it. i wonder when will this 'one day' come? i live in a dream. i need to come back.