And we will live each day in spring time.

ah blast my neck=(

woots visited sylvia last sunday with mommy and porpor to do hair.but the outcome's damn booring.can hardly tell any difference. gege nxt time u bring me to urs ok! ooo btw gege finally got her locks chopped-horror- haha but it's damn stylish and super- omg i cannnnnnot wait to see u=( i miss u so much gege!!

ah.things never seem to go my way. pfft.funny thing is, im getting used to it. it's really quite sad isnt it. OK imma stop thinking.sometimes thinking is nooo gd, aye? but actually,i feel so much better aft today.on my side, things cleared up a whole lot and confirmed their status and im feeling gd abt it. heh everyone must be damn confused by my crazy, incoherent thoughts by now.but nvm i jus needed to let it out here; it suffices to know that gege,gla and joanie understand. yay im so thankful for my diary:) (compliments to bryan!) it realllly helps to know there's someplace i can write and jus pour everything out.

whee cant wait for shopping with mommy tmr=D

looking at you feels like waking up on Christmas morning, and finding the toy of my dream...

angela!;)

livin' in neverneverland. sweetsorrow

decided to post smth up since i'd to log in to link up ivan.

whoooosh it's been sucha loooong day!!!omg. lessons began at 1030 and broke off ard 230?then we headed to the pool! omg i actually SWAM. jus a teeny weeny lil' bit,though. (compared to the other two torpedos it was srsly NOTHING ok) oh btw yanyan gd luck for ur swimming competition this sunday=D

gosh then it was a quick(we're talking abt TEN mins.horror) dinner b4 sam& i headed off for malay!!and i nearly dozed off during lesson was sooo sleeeeepy pls. (and btw sam u better watch out man one day i'll REALLY get u so bad i'll make u cry hoho)

wheeee jus finished a cookies&cream cone YUM=D damn shiok. aww gonna be sucha looonely night cos' pongie's gone home!and so has sharon=( but nvm! i'll go find angela&ashton. need to discuss stooops d&d stuff anyways=/

yawn.

Or am I standing still
Out of the corner of my eye
Was that you passing me by.

wish i.

awdang the entry i did this morning disappeared.well wad to do.

anyways, it's a wednesday and im lazing ard in my room with nothing much to entertain me 'cept for that lit bk ive YET to finish.but im enjoying myself. woots=D jus woke up frm a glorious nap so im feeling slightly ditzy now hah.gosh if only my days were always this relaxed. i think weather of late's been brillant- sunny AND breezy. yesterday's been exceptionally beautiful; soooo windy.and im feeling so shiok and ventilated in my unusually cool room. haha ok im getting so damn carried away with this but im lovin' the weather.

oh btw!i got my malay class and i get to switch slots=D so im damn thankful whee.

ah i'd driving on monday and mrtoh actually gave me a thumbs-up for my parallel parking wheee.(despite having alr run down two poles=/) gosh i need to get the hang of driving;fasterfaster. practical test's looming and honestly the prospect of a success seems pretty damn bleak to me=(

yay gonna hit the gym with pongie later(hopefully) im sooo glad for her man=D i miss hanging out with her moreee often!hee

Baby, you're sailing today
Baby, you're sailing away
Sugar, wish I could go too
But honey you know

I'm happy for you.

and the mood's still rain.

gosh papa,mommy& les are watching a chinese horror flick and im trying not to turn ard to face the tv. papa's being sucha coward and it's actually quite funny haha.

ahhh met up with gegeeeee &bryan today for our faveee turkish chickenrice!=D was LOVELY-TO-THE-MAX to finally meet her!wheeeee. and omg i still cant get PUSSYCATDOGS and BABI out of my head!!! HAHA;D ooo gege thankew for lunch!and gege: i jus wanna say how grateful i am to u for bringing so much positivity into everything and for jus being genuine,beautiful u!i loveee u:)

and then it was off to my hse to wrap gifts before heading for weiqi's 21st bbq!happpppy bday darl'! she's sucha SUPERDUPER likeable bundle of joy man=D and thankew to daniel for sending me home aft that!sucha smooth driver;)

gawds im so tired.been so tired these days anyway huh.

she tilted her head back and let out a low, resignated sigh. it was never to happen. it was one of those beautiful things that were destined to remain null.

the littlest things that take me there.

woots.it's 145 in the morn' and i cant head to bed just yet. why?cos' i need to wait for my hair to dry! dang and tmr's class' at 930. -nurses THROBBING pain in neck- i jus know there's smth brewing underneath there.i need to visit the tui na sooooon:'(

ah.i was jus sitting in here in the afternoon, thinking.thinking of the meaning of living. i mean,no matter the paths we take in our unique lives,we end up the same at the end of it all-dead. hah no intention to sound morbid whatsoever;jus a thought. so yeah, why waste this time given to us being down and sorry abt everything?ive decided to be happy.haha that screams cheesy but ahwells,there's really no other way of putting it. though given wad an ultra huge scaredy-cat i am,my desire to live life on the fast lane's really not an option heh

oooos today's been a lovely day.yummmmy lunch with yanyan was one of the highlights;D and the day came to a perfect closure with SISTER ACT with sam& his friends.OMG damn enjoyable i love whoopi goldberg so much!=D and the songs are soooo gooood man.

yay i foresee a beautiful weekend!finally meeting my gege on sat=D=D and zoooo at last with gla!omg cant wait man.
ahhh james morrison's 'you give me smth''s makes me sigh it's so beautiful...

I was meant to tread the water
But now I've gotten in too deep,
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright.

i want.

gawds. -axes neck-
my neck is worsening=((( i dunno wad the hell is going on under that rotten neck/back of mine man. SUCKS.poo

awdang ive been in a generally sad mood of late.no idea why also. hah ok maybe i know but i try not to think abt it? gege/gla,u two shd know! but it's all becoming so much better;i guess =D
ohkays that smiley face was uncalled for.

ooo wanna wish sally ee a happy birthday today!=D we went for dinner at tony romas. was wonderful meeting up with the girls!haha nat, ur voice is srsly uber LOUD pls-.- so violent.tsk. (oooo! A-SIA ;D HAHA)

ah yes ive finally gotten my grubby,scrambling fingers on those songs ive wanted for a looong time. awesome=D

k gonna cut here.i need to rest

All the day and night time,
hear me sigh.

someday we'll know.

ah. it's been awhile!

it's been a pretty quick first wk and i quite enjoyed it=D if only the rest of the sem'd happen like this first wk hah. ooos i finally caught 'rmb the titans',thanks to sam! damn beautiful show man=D=D and omg i still cannot get over the sleepy navy video sam showed me. it's HILARIOUS pls. haha
met up with janu& gang yday for dinner!farewellll janu; PLS DO KEEP IN CONTACT OK U RUNAWAY. hee;)

urghs mommy says hurtful things sometimes and isn't even aware of it. srsly sucks.boo. (and i bet gen'll be nodding her head in agreement to this eh)

yay today i get to relax at home with lovely weather, my cable teeeveee and loads of free time=D i love whiling time away senselessly.
ahh train's "calling all angels" makes me smile.wad a prettypretty song.

dang life gets to be quite a bitch sometimes. ah nvm i'll jus shove it right out of my consciousness now cos' thinking will get me nowhere anyway.

aw "kissing a fool" gets me on a drugged high.heh fave song of the moment.

You are far,
When I could have been your star.

tether.

Oh I am what I am
I'll do what I want
but I can't hide.

poo. boo.pah.

sigh

BURNT. and smiling=D

today's been a lovely,relaxing day=) met up with yanneh and roasted for a coupla' hrs at downtown east!thank goodness for brilliant weather:) and company rocked SO MUCH.i always feel so comfortable ard u,yanneeeeh. haha sorry for tarnishing ur name here but that's the only name i know u by;D

then went down to tp to meet JOANIEEEEEE finally!!!though it was only for a damn short time, we'd fun in the lab didn't we!;) ahh and ive finally scheduled a xray appt for my dying neck.woots. heh

i feel so burnt now!but it's a gd feeling. i feel like ive exercised.haha pseudo feeling to the max. gosh so many things to do.pack for hall, book driving lessons(OH BTW congrats to tian on finally getting ur license!!SO HAPPY for u=D)etcetcetcc and wait in dread for sch to reopen dang=/ i hope this sem will be like the last... and better!but im really thankful for all the lovely girlies (including u,sam!HEE kidding la) in my course.

ah im in sucha melancholic mood now dunno why also=( i bet it's cos' it's getting late. i shall busybusy myself with other thoughts.
OOO i cant wait for the stayover at gla's tmr=D=D=D yay and our zoo outing omggg. i wish it wouldnt rain for the whole of tmr!hah.

she stopped walking. and pondered. and sighed. and then walked somemore.

it's here. 2007.

gosh it's 2007 alr. and how did i beckon in the new yr?sprawled out on my couch, '40yr old virgin' running on cable,a box of cakes on the coffee table infront of me(absolutely within reach) and half a functioning mind cos' of the two doses of flu medicine i took earlier on. -gasps-

haha wad a way eh.but i enjoyed myself thoroughly cos' gen&nat, the girls and everyone else came over ard early evening and left jus hours short of the new yr cos' they'd other stuff on. oh here's wishing nat a sweet sixteenth!haha though it was yday but no matter; hope u like ur pressies!=D

hmmm. im not big on new yr celebrations anyhow.and i dun exactly have a resolution i need to fulfill. maybe i choose not to have one cos' i know i won't fulfill it hah. 2006 has been... hmmm...fleeting. yup that's it.this yr has practically flown by. must be cos' of the loooong break (which btw,i MISS LIKE HELL :<)aft the As.

i've some hopes for 2007,though. i hope this yr brings me more surprises.beautiful ones, duh. i hope i learn to forgive easier. i hope i learn to be less temperamental(hardly possible heh) i hope im happier more often. and last but not least, i hope for health for the people i love and everyone else ard me. thankew to all who made 2006 bearable for me=)

awdang sch's starting=( bummer.
and ive yet to book driving lessons too.ahhhhh poo.