yayness:)

ahh just returned frm dinner with rachhhie gege:D sketches was amazing..but the frosted chocolate malt at swenson's after was even BETTER. goshh it's been pretty long since i last had good chocolate icecream -slurps- (cue: it's seriously high time to hit the gym..) i had a really wonderful time confiding in rachh, no i cant seem to say rach without feeling somewhat out of character, in gege i mean haha. it really feels good to be able to tell her all these things.and thanks for confiding in me too,deary. GOSH ur cruise story's damnnn funny lah.. hee i shan't say it here or ur reputation'll DEFINITELY go down that hugee canal;) (seriously, all i can say is: POOR FRED. in caps at that haha)

all these meetups with old friends make me happy.. very, very happy.i dunno - i guess it's the sense of familiarity that they bring,which is so so very comforting amidst all this strangeness (which i still feel, yes) sometimes that strong wave of nostalgia hits me so hard when i think about them, it makes me wanna cry:'( they pull me back to me, as a person. it's not that i'm entirely different elsewhere; ahh it's probably just because i feel so damn comfortable ard them and it puts me, soul within and all,at complete peace whenever i'm with them. on that note,i'm just so thankful pongie's my roomie..the knowledge that we've had memories dating back to sec sch is comforting to me, for some odd reason.

oh yippee tmr's my offday. think i'll stay in my room and rot, which i absolutely love:D ugh and i'd better seriously get down to my readings.

heh sometimes i wish i weren't sucha pessimist. i wish i could embrace life passionately and enjoy all that it has to offer. and i think i will; i'll learn to be that person i wanna be.i need to quit looking at things from sucha narrow pt of view and take in the grandeur of it all. hah seriously, who am i kidding?

oh booo gege's leaving for (YET ANOTHER) trip to bangkok=(( gonna missss u,dearyy...