omg yay!!!

yay vas& pris won!!! so happy!hhehhehehheheehhe. i mean, at least the countless number of votes were worth it! haha omg i shd've recorded gege handling two hphs at the same time throughout the entire show man. damn funny;)

and yayyy i finally got to meet up with my dear gege!!!!!!!!i miss u sooooo much man. and bryan too HAHA i cant get over the fact that u actually auditioned for ahem.haha! looks like the passion for singing runs in both of u aye;)

yay so overall it was a beautiful sorta day and im glad:D ahhh im on a sugar rush and nothing can bring me down!hoho. meeting sharon tmrw aft her paper yayness again!!

yippee!

yay the exams are over:D deeeeep breath of relief.no matter the outcome man; im jus damn relieved im all clear already.

first things first, happy 20th to both yanyan& angela!!hehe wad a coincidence man, the bdays. anw, we headed to mind's cafe today for yanyan's surprise bday celebration! srsly damn cool place.but i was like how paiseh pls! felt like sucha goon when i ended up stuck on some dare.the others were so creative lah.clarice's poem was brilliant and yanyan's haiku oh-so-hilarious and witty! haha i'll definitely go back there.

ahh i need to do so much during this 3mth break.exercise work shoooop exercise omg meet up with the world. yayness gonna meet up with gla tmrw!!!whee i love her so much. and joaniee stop cancelling on me!haha i know lah.. ur ahem right;) nxt wk confirm must ok.

i wish it would stop bothering me. oh, get out now. get out and stay out, you foul-menacing-severely-lingering thought :(

you electrify my life.

oh gawds the front part of muse's starlight is awesome man. sighs. in sucha shitass mood now.i jus wanna damn everything. no idea why... life's unfair man. why:'( whatever man im so used to it; im starting to take it in my stride since it's happening way tooo often alr. going round&round& round in one huge, astronomical cycle of cruel irony& oh all that viciousness of the monster/blessing called life. pah.one pile of blabber again.

gege,check out livejournal k?heh updated!

gosh im missing my lovelies all so much... joanie, gla,gege...sigh. and been spending so lil' time with sharon in hall.so sad=( ahwells. sometimes i wonder. i wonder about the friends ive made here and whether or not they'll follow me through a lifetime.then i become damn sad again. damn.sam was saying these are memories i can look back on later in life, and smile upon. but i duno man.i duno if i can bring myself to smile... or cry. dammit.

sigh

I can't tell you why
No, no, baby, I can't tell you why

family is love:)

aww was jus reading my brother's blog.poor thing. no matter wad happens btwn family members, ive come to realize that family is love and that they're alwaysalways behind us.i love my family!! i love my mommy,papa and my two baby brothers;) hehe i bet les& derek'll be aft my neck if they read this.

and ohhhh i so wanna swear at that dumbass tuition agent man.she's sucha vile bloodsucking thing and the way she confuses everything... ohmygod i wanna shake her so hard she screams for her momma.ohkay sounds weird but whatever. ugh.

yayness i spent the whole of yday with gla studying at toapayoh.hmmm ok maybe not studying.. but we'd an unexpected visitor, cant quite blame us right?hehe;) and oh i miss my gege so=(((( wad with exams coming up (ohbotherbother that one i really honestly sincerely think i've managed to screw this sem up=x), everything's jus rushrush and really a sorta blur. though it was really beautiful while it lasted..:)

jus watched brendan fraser's 'with honours' and im so motivated to jus skip everything and drive off on a highway, searching for the real meaning of my life. heh.but mommy'd probably kill me b4 i even get the engine started man.

oh, take me away from monotony,routine and all things gray.

you're my angel; come and save me tonight.

i wanna shout "hey week, slow down!!!" gosh.exams are beckoning alr and im still pretty much clueless abt wad specifically to study=x ah wadever man; academics shdn't bother me tooo much.

sometimes i wonder.. i duno man.i think so much i dun even know wad im thinking of anymore. it's crazy.i need to shelve and compartmentalize all my thoughts. they're like a wild web of mad-hatter-unkempt-thready-sort-baggage. gosh that didnt even make sense.thank goodness ive ppl i can talk to and unload or i'll probably jus explode. thnks sis for that really shiok conversation although i nearly died of laughter halfway thru;u came at the right time:)

lil' things irritate the friggin' hell out of me i duno why,i cant explain. it's during times like that that make me wanna either sulk in a corner somewhere or really cry everything out.it's also during times like that i feel so uber thankful for my lovelies..

gawds im so in love with guns n roses& aerosmith. the sound of electric guitar's so gd i could cry.i think i shall go hunt down a rocker to marry; eh,manda?;)

teehee.

yay it's been a lovely sorta wk.minus that crazy essay we'd due on thurs. fri was gd friday and i totally embraced the break to the max. so glad for it man;it's been a far too wound up wk. thurs night was binge-night with sharon hehe;she's awesome fun & super easy to talk to which im damn glad for.
spent loads of time with joanie& lovin' it;D she's sucha dear. and woots finally met up with gege& bryan=) still as loving as ever im utterly envious.he's mad sweet.

today i finally met gla aft what seems to me like a century- heh though it's only ever since her bday surprise.feels awesome to be finally able to pour out everything ive wanted to tell her man. uber thankful for her:)

ooo i met ben at jp on.. erm.i think it was thurs? it's been too long and was sure lovely talking to him again.

gawds i cant believe exams are coming again.in two wks? i can alr see its ugly head peeking ard the corner.argh.that oh-too-familiar sense of dread's filling me up again.duno wad to study yadayada. awshucks think i need to space out now.or maybe catch some slp.

sleepless in seattle.

sleepless in seattle is love man.

Sometimes I wonder why I spend
The lonely nights
Dreaming of a song
That melody haunts my reverie.