you electrify my life.

oh gawds the front part of muse's starlight is awesome man. sighs. in sucha shitass mood now.i jus wanna damn everything. no idea why... life's unfair man. why:'( whatever man im so used to it; im starting to take it in my stride since it's happening way tooo often alr. going round&round& round in one huge, astronomical cycle of cruel irony& oh all that viciousness of the monster/blessing called life. pah.one pile of blabber again.

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gosh im missing my lovelies all so much... joanie, gla,gege...sigh. and been spending so lil' time with sharon in hall.so sad=( ahwells. sometimes i wonder. i wonder about the friends ive made here and whether or not they'll follow me through a lifetime.then i become damn sad again. damn.sam was saying these are memories i can look back on later in life, and smile upon. but i duno man.i duno if i can bring myself to smile... or cry. dammit.

sigh

I can't tell you why
No, no, baby, I can't tell you why