eeeeeeeeeeeeee BOTHER.

i can't believe it's thursday already!!!omg it's scary the way time flies by so quickly. i've still got three essays to do by the end of the week.ARGH. ok to be more specific,2 out of these 3 are due only the week after next. BUT STILL.im so lost:'(

oh i went for neck massage again on wednesday,with sam.now my neck feels like someone attacked it with a sledgehammer. it feels battered. and i still feel the mass/mess of bones.ugh it's awful; i wanna give it a hard 360degrees yank and solve the aching once and for all. i suspect my neckache is spreading to my back cos' im starting to feel strain in that area.bleh.

awww i dreamt of jon last night! gosh it's bordering on an obsession already eh.haha i was actually youtubing his performances late last night. his delivery of stone temple pilots' 'plush' was damnnnnn sexy.omg and his jazz performance was RIVETING. his rendition of 'unforgettable' gave me goosebumps and i found myself staring dreamily at him throughout,wishing it was me he was addressing hah. ok i'm going nutty nuts. must be fear of not completing my essays coupled with the late hour now tripled with my lack of slp.