magic.

urghs. im in sucha pensive mood again.i jus climbed out of bed, body aching and all, and slumped infront here. i need to give vent. it's always so much easier to type stuff out.

ah wells.

sometimes i wonder. wad if there really was a different realm somewhere out there under the big blue sky? wad if i really went there... heh.ok now i'm really dreaming. can u jus see that screw coming loose in my head alr?but a girl's allowed to dream right.

sigh.

life is never-ending.i won't be the old cynic and say it sucks. cos' i dun think it sucks.. well, not yet,anyhow. i try to be positive.yes, i try so very hard. heh ppl who know me well will probably shrug this off with an absent-minded laugh. sam&positive? almost a futile combination.

i wanna run free. barefoot and unbridled. i wanna go into a fairytale. and i wanna live happily ever after.

but someone once told me this, and it opened my mind to things.. "without the downs, how'd you then experience the ups?" which is so damn true.heh think i'll stick ard in reality for a bit.