And all the lights that lead us there are blinding.

yay hell wk's over. more hell wks to come.omg. gosh the exams are nearing.im terrified. really i am; and it's not jus that general sense of 'exam fear', u know.im terrified cos' ive no idea wad to study! lit was never a subject i paid much attention to in sch.but it cant be this way now, can it? argh.

i need a mental cupboard to pack all my thoughts away; i wanna categorize 'em,group 'em, wadever 'em.. they're too random and wild and im going crazy.

ok im in quite a zonked out mood now. yknow,i've been wondering a lot. i dunno abt wad,though. nothing in particular really.omg im starting to babble. i need to get away from all this; the world i wanna bolt to is a dreamscape. which translates to non-existential.

boo.