i need peace, gotta feel at ease.

ah lily allen's 'smile''s jammed in my head. the tune gives me a so... so.. gaze-out-a-window-at-the-falling-rain feel and i love it.

sigh. (heh ok lance i'll try to stop sighing.abit hard, though)

i cannot understand these bouts of blues.they jus come. but i guess it's normal.at least for me, it is.sometimes i just need to go into one of these moods and stay there for a bit until i feel better. it's ironic, isn't it?

ok there're some things i need to do:
1) figure out the format for exams and wad the hell i'll need to study for 'em.
2) go shopping at FOREVER21 at vivocity! omg that place has got the prettiest stuff;it's heaven.
3) sort out all my notes.
4) read all my lit texts (i doubt i can go comprehensive on 'em,though. too late alr!)
5) hmm... lose weight?haha this'll probably have to wait until after 1,2,3 and 4 are settled.

omg i'm looking ard my room and i spot 'the time traveller's wife' and 'american gods' sitting in a corner, looking somewhat dull and neglected haha.it's been wks/months since i last read for leisure! ok that'll have to be 6) finish these bks SOON.

i need to get out of s'pore.maybe migrate somewhere for a coupla yrs. aw but then again i'll miss everyone here.haha ok think i'll scrap that idea alr. wad the hell.im going nonsensical on myself again.

sometimes i wonder how it feels to have a normal neck.a neck that doesnt ache/get tired all the time. omg i sound like a schizo,don't i? but really it's damn annoying.