so long.

boo the dark undereye circles are showing -must be cos' of a severe lack of sleep. sigh haven't been sleeping well these past nights;it's awful. it's like a blend of feelings and i never knew it could actually upset my sleep heh.sometimes i get so friggin' sick of how weak and susceptible i am to such stuff. well,it's OVER and im so glad.hah

OH YES first things first: congratulations to derek on landing that gig at clubmomo!!reallllyyy proud of u, bro;D -thumps u violently on ur back- i cant wait to go down and support u!!! on ur bday somemore right..heh

oh whee tmr's a public holiday& i'll be meeting gege and someone else (ahemahem -winks-) for turkish chickenrice!!! haha cant wait.gosh so much have been going on lately; i feel like im stuck in a tornado that refuses to rest.

ahh and that 2hr long conversation with gla was damn rejuvenating. haha yes sis,despite how uncannily corpse-like ure capable of getting, my spirits were really lifted after talking to u:) i'll always be here ok?dun sink into that oh-too-familiar pool of depression alone. i'll come with u!!haha;D cant wait for our stayover!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!omgomgomg

aw damn i feel like a PIG now. oinkoink.haha chant with me,eugene. but srsly,the hk cafe at siglap's realllyyy too gd to resist.met up with sally e-e & gen. felt wonderful aft pouring out stuff to gen.and gen! jus go with wad ur gut feels ok?u have my support ALL THE WAY;D

wow this actually turned out to be quite a cheery entry.in a loooong while eh. ah wells,just as long as i push/force/kick those sad thoughts that get to me outta my head, i'll be just fineee.