one more time, maybe.

aw dang that rewrite of sonnet75's due tmr and ive barely begun on it=/ well.whatever heh.

ahh im glad for that hr nap i took jus now..feeling helluva better. i think i need to sleep more.OH gla's staying over this fri!!!whee;D finally.and then meeting rach for dinner sometime during the wkend also. yayy=Di miss all of 'em.

yujin's been a real dear to talk to online of late... with everyone so weird/busy, im glad for him; or i promise u i'll explode and die in an instant haha.really feels soooo much better aft confiding in him. thnks bro=)

i think the problem with me is that i remember.(no sam, it has nothing to do with my SUPPOSEDLY amnesiac condition haha) i tend to keep harping on the past and it wrecks me all the time. it's awful.i need to forget. i need to learn how to move on and leave the past where it ought to be anyway- behind.sigh.

it don't make no difference,
escaping one last time.
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness,
oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees.

aye?